I'm content.

I described myself as content earlier. This was because at church, many people were experiencing God at work right there right then in their lives.
I dismissed my missing of communication with God to fact that my life is fine, it's just chugging along smoothly. There have been no huge "wows" and there have been no huge "ows" in my life recently. I thank God everyday through my words, actions and prayer for this content life I'm living at the moment.

As I walked back from Church, I yearned right there right then to serve God solely. I want to live on the edge for Him. I want to have the "ows" and "wows" of this life as I run through rain or sun with God. I want to serve Him! I can not express how much my soul longs to serve God! I just feel as though I'm not doing enough!

Yet when I look at what I do already, God is in all my activity. I talk about Him so much!
Can I do more than this? Or is God just still keeping me patient?

How long left?

"Just keep swimming"
When you swim you use you're whole body. You breathe in pattern and sync with your body movements. You swim through a substance that is molecularly incomprehensible and creatively majestical.

"Just keep swimming"
When you live, you use you're whole body, every physical part, every part of your soul, every part of your mind. You breathe, sometimes gasp, for that precious, refreshing, living breath that God breathes into you. You breathe in sync with your life movements; desperate times, restful times, times of pattern and consistency. You live life in a world that is physically wierd, creatively majestical, divinely designed.
Its a privilege, a challenge, an adventure, a mission. Its temporary.